Hot girls

[Remission]

That doesn't mean I'm gonna stop looking at them though.  I saw a nice teen girl today with a pretty face, blonde streaks in her black hair, and ample cleavage.  And she was black, racially.  I had to stare, as she made my loins light up and sing for glory, 'Hallelujah.' 

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I've just spent the last two days in bed, eating and drinking nothing, but having the most amazingly vivid and exciting dreams.  Nowadays I live most of my life in fantasies - online, sleeping, daydreaming etc.  I find reality to be very disappointing: in reality I can't do anything, and nobody wants anything to do with me.

But in these dreams I can be emperor, pope, sex god, man of action and adventure, even a WWE wrestler who shoots other wrestlers that piss me off, at one point I was a sumo wrestler flattening like Japanese people who kept insisting on tugging me and trying to pull me out of the ring.  Women adore me, money is no object, and anybody who disappoints me gets his head blown off.

In real life ... well, I won't tell you about my 'real life', because I don't care about that 'life' any more ... my real life is nothing more than going to Tesco to buy water and bread to keep my body alive so that I can continue to dream ... maybe one day soon I will withdraw from bodily life altogether and exist on in spirit form, where fantasy becomes reality. 

Sometimes I look upon death as a great relief and a vision for a brighter future ... and not a painful ending. 

[Remission]

Ah folks, it makes me so sad.  I used to enjoy wandering around cities in the UK and Europe, just to look at nice buildings, beautiful urban scenery and, of course, cute girls.  But nowadays I hardly ever go out unless it's a contract job, to go shopping or to the gym.

There's a little bit of libido left in me ... that really wants a woman ... but the logical part of me has grown up so much recently that I know it just ain't gonna happen ... I'm just too 'autistic' to have normal conversations ... and I think to myself, 'F*cking hell, what is the point in living a life like this?'

And this is a question I ask of myself but cannot yet answer.  Yes, just a glimpse of a young woman's cleavage now and then - is enough to keep my interest in life going, although it is very much like a candle constantly on the verge of being snuffed out ... a long way from the burning passions and desires of old times.

[Remission]

I see such an enormous number of attractive women when I go out; it beggars belief.

I could post an enormous quantity about all the things I like about them. 

I have found that it is better to be preoccupied about the things I like about women than to be preoccupied about obsessive/anxious things ... it makes you feel good.   

And maybe one day soon I will pluck one of these fish out of the water and seduce her by my lips.   

And then I can spend the whole of my thirties making endless love to countless women.   

[MM]

Are you just going through purberty .  Its a fun and exciting time

[Remission]

Are you just going through purberty .  Its a fun and exciting time

Something's happening to me - women just never looked better.   

[Remission]

I went into work in a new place today - a very big office with many floors, very plush, a financial organization.

And ZOMG  there were so many hot girls working there, you wouldn't believe! 

It would be so hard to restrain my sexuality if I had to work there for a long time.   

And then on my way home - a fabulous day, a last vestige of summer maybe - I saw hot girls, with their soft sweet faces, and pouts on their lips - sometimes a smile and a wink at me, but usually they just don't want to look at me.  And if they did want to look at me, it doesn't mean anything anyway, because I'm ... I don't know.   

I sometimes wonder if people smile at you because they are looking down at you and not because they think of sex when they see you.   

[zenemu]

I sometimes wonder if people smile at you because they are looking down at you and not because they think of sex when they see you.   

Neither, they do it because it is polite, a little like saying hello. or good morning/evening.

[Remission]

Neither, they do it because it is polite, a little like saying hello. or good morning/evening.

Some smiles are dirtier than others.   

[zenemu]

Some smiles are dirtier than others.   

Hmm, given at least three quarters of the posts you have written, and especially the one above, I suspect you often find it easy to differentiate.

[Remission]

There are so many beautiful women in Edinburgh, it is almost as good as being in London for sexy women.  Oh and Glasgow isn't bad I suppose - kind of.  Hmm, I love sexy women!  but the supremely sad fact is that I lack the social sophistication to get ANY of these women: so for the rest of my life it's going to have to be trousers down around the ankles, all alone on my couch, wishing for women that I can never have!   

[Remission]

I was at a user's computer today and she was a young Irish woman, and she was like, why don't you go away, she felt awkward when I was there trying to fix the problem with her dual monitors.  She pretty much sums up all attractive women: very very quickly they start to tell that I am socially awkward and they want me to get the hell away from them.   


And that is the reason why I emphasize sex ... because whenever I try to have conversations with women I get hurt very badly.

All I can live for is the dream of having sex with these wonderful ladies.   

[MM]

Now that I am reading your posts properly I can write something good on this issue.  Women dont like being stared at especially younger women.  If your keen to talk to them say hi in a confident way and they dont sound interested then leave them alone.  But the way I see it women take time to aclimatize to us guys especially if we have just come into the area that they are in.  If they suspect that your not a threat they are more likely to give you the time of day.   For them its very creepy to have a bloke staring at them and just peering at them.  I am still learning alot myself but confidence seems to be the key and kindness as well.  But also learning things like a persons space and so forth. 

[Remission]

I dissociate whenever I talk to a cute girl.  It's like, 'I'm a mere child, what does she want with me?'  And I begin to leave my body, so to speak, and just lose all words and the will to be manly.  It's quite inconceivable that I could ever have success with womenkind, indeed, the only reason I have such good looks is because I am one of Jesus' very own cherubs.

It's quite sad really, but as I've always said, that's why gawd made masturbation!   

[Remission]

Have you ever seen a cute girl and just felt compelled to draw near her?

It's as if your centre of gravity radiates from your crotch, and you move irresistibly towards her, and your lips tingle in expectation of pressing against hers.  And you see her legs and it makes you feel warm, and you can feel the blood rush to your member.

And when you see her hair, you think of running your hands through it, while kissing her, and touching her leg, and feeling the warmth from her body next to yours.

And all this takes place in a heartbeat.